My Gift

Williams school class had there Christmas Party on Thursday. William was a little upset over the schedule change but managed to do well. This was a big thing for me. Our last Party was a disaster. William screamed and cried to leave the whole 45 minutes I was there. This time was Different. I came late so he wasn't looking for me while the other parents were there. Then when I did get there I had to hide. But it was good for both of us. I was able to be present and witness how he interacts with the teachers. That alone was my Christmas Gift.

I do feel we will get to the point where I'm not ducking behind a bookcase, door or a teacher ( thank God I'm short) .It's just not going to happen over night.
and I know that. Things take time. So until then I'll manage. .