The worse 45 minutes I've ever had to sit threw

Today Williams class had there very own Thanksgiving Dinner. William woke up in a great mood. So I felt that he would have a great day..YEAH RIGHT.!.! Who was I Kidding. When I arrived I stood quietly outside the door and watched William before I made my entrance. He was sitting at the table by himself watching all the other kids in the class. It broke my heart to see him all alone so ..I went in and sat with him. That wasn't such a good idea..William grabbed his new schedule that Dr. Adams made for him and started pointing to the book bag. He thought it was time to go home. He thought that mommy was here to save the day and it was time to go home. Not today ..Sorry.. After I ignored his repeated request for his book bag he started to cry. So here we were.. The class is having a wonderful time singing there Thanksgiving songs and William and I are off to the right of the crowd and he is screaming his head off. It was all I could do to not give into him. William has a group of wonderful teachers in his class and they kept telling me.. Mom .. Your doing fine !! I have a hard time wanting to give into William every single time he wants things. BUT...I'm not the only one to blame. I'll take my fair share of it but not 100%. If I knew what I was causing by giving into him and allowing others to give into him It would have stopped a Very long time ago.. Today was a taste of my own medicine. I'm just upset that it was at Williams expense.