Our First Day

Today was a day I'll Remember for the rest of my life. William might not but I will. We got up at 7:00 am. William didn't sleep well last night so it was hard getting him up and going. I turned on the TV and turned the channel to BLUES CLUES. One of his favorite shows. That worked like magic. He was up and I got him dressed. I attempted to get him to eat something before we had to leave but.. He wasn't ready to eat anything yet. So We brushed our teeth and I combed our hair. Then it was time to go.



I got to the school a little late. I didn't expect to see all the traffic on the road. I'll use better judgement tomarrow. So I signed him in and we went to his class room. The kids in his class were happy to see him. One little boy wanted to hugg William . Another Little Girl wanted William to go with her. They were going to breakfast. The other teachers took the class on down to the lunch room to eat and I stayed behind with William and Mrs. Tovar. She tried to warm up to William. Which wasn't going well. He started to cry. I almost started to cry. But I had to hold back those tears. I didn't want to lose it infront of him. She got him to go with her to the Lunch room to eat breakfast. I found a box of tissues and I went and sat in my car and cried like a little kid.


I sat in the parking lot from 8:30 ~ 9:45. Then At 9:46 I went inside and sat in the lobby. Everytime I would hear a kids voice or a Loud noisy I would glance up from my book just too see if it was William. But it wasn't. Finally at 10:18 I couldn't stand it anymore. I walked down the hall way and this is what I was greeted with.


Being a Parent is Hard work. But Being a MOMMY is even harder.