Lab Work Day

I took William to get his Lab work done today. I was glad to finally get them over with. (I had been going back and forth with his insurance provider over this for almost a month and a half.) William did good up untill the Nurse put that elastic rubberband around his arm.Then the fight was on. He kicked screamed and cried. I have never felt so bad in all my life. I wanted to cry with him. It was all I could do just to hold his legs and arm down. They had to use both arms too. Poor Little guy. It didn't take long but it seemed like forever. Then that was it. We left and went to McDonalds for Chicken Nuggets, Fries & a McFlurry. I would have bought him anything he wanted after that. On the way their William said.." I sorry Mommy" " are you mad ?".. I wanted to stop the car in the Middle of Reynolds street and Jump out and Hugg him & Hold him and let him know he had nothing to be sorry about and I could never be mad at him. I was crying at this Point. I know he doesn't really understand why he had to get lab work done and I'm sure he wouldn't understand even if I told him. After about 15 minutes into the ride home he fell asleep... That was the quietest car ride home ever.